Let me say the words you never wanted
Let me poison your existence faster then
I can say “it’s over.”
We both know it is, once I paint my face with pity.
Realize that two years you spent kissing me
Feel your heart shatter like stained glass
when you realize you made the mistake
by letting me inside you.
In every sense.
What a fool you have been.
Thinking that this was meant for
the end of days.
Only to grasp, I usually only lasted 2 minutes.
Refusing to see our intertwining breath
as just us finding warmth in the winter.
But now your breasts are changing into spring
and my fingertips now have frost bite.
Naivete has always been your
Now blame yourself for my state of
For my fear of change being more potent
then any love I could feel for you.
I will know the truth and I encourge
you to let my potential unsaid words
scrub at the inside of your skull.
Let it be the bullet.
As if ending it all wasn’t enough
of a mugging.